This is a post on Trust & Intuition and using this to tune into be guided in faith purely by following your inner compass.
I had decided to schedule myself in to attend a group meditation that took place in late November 2019.
What played into it prior to attending is so very relevant..
I knew that I was plugging into something bigger than myself and that there was some deeper work that was needing to come through by me attending. There were powerful messages of inner guidance, intuition and the master teachers of my higher self to be accessed within the cosmic conscious realms of the collective.
Often when I receive intuitive downloads, they present, by also permeating my dreams. Through the subconscious realms. I was dreaming of being in one of these group meditations and I dreamt of it on numerous occasions.
It is one thing to meditate alone but when meditating in a group of people the energy is amplified, as a vortex of energy is created within the circle.
As a group of people coming together for similar intentions are choosing to tap into their all knowing wisdom.
I really knew that there was something that was going to be unveiled and revealed to me and this is why I was being prompted through the dream state. I knew I had to trust. I woke one morning, after yet again, another dream, and I said to my husband, “Oh, I’m really being called to go to do some group work and dive deep into meditation. I cannot deny that I really need to be do this”.
You see, it had been a while.
I understand the importance of consciously creating this for myself. For honouring the inner wisdom and guidance that was coming through in my dream state.
I saw this as an invitation and another opportunity for me to simply trust in “the not knowing the why”. It was obvious, that I needed the energy amplification of the group to assist in delivering further guidance.
Usually prior to feeling the call toward attending a group meditation, I am able to easily access and have a clear concept or an idea of what my intention is. I am clear on what it is that I need to focus on but nothing was coming to me.
There was absolutely nothing that was actually permeating and feeling raw and real for me to sit with going into it, and as such that it felt as if I was in a void. In the past, floundering in a no mans land (which is how it felt to be in that void), the not knowing, would have been terrifying for me.
It really would have scared the shit out of me to not know what to speak into and to not know what to say or to have any notion of what it is as a focal point.
It was clear to me that I needed to trust wholeheartedly in this new process.
What a wonderful invitation and learning experience it was that was presenting itself for me.
TRUST!!!
My past self, judgement would have been hailing its hand in my inner world and my choked Throat Chakra would constrict me in not being able to find the words or the feelings. I really had to sit with knowing and trusting that all was (UN) planned and all was on purpose. To trust that I am divinely guided and to have faith.
This was beyond anything that I could even grasp in this tangible world of the human 3D experience but I knew that this too was part of the bigger picture and a plan that I just couldn’t see at the moment.
As I speak the words and they land on my ears for the first time is to truly be living in the moment. I understand fully as to why it’s as it is and why it’s happening, and unfolding in this way, for it is the divine nature of order, and for my highest good. This is precisely what occurred and in this was also the unfolding of my self judgment, in that it became invisible or next to non existent. (Though the monkey mind always loves to enter and tries as it might.)
On my way to the group meditation, I decided to listen to a summit interview by Gail West. It was called, “Summit of the Soul”. Which was so very apt.
One of the guests that she was interviewing was a man I’d not heard of before and his name was Sage Lee. It was a very powerful interview and from what I perceived the focus, was on envisioning, seeing, being and looking at the highest good in all experiences lived as an embodiment. Part of that was to trust and have the heart lead the way. This was so very pertinent to what I had been experiencing leading up to this point. From trusting that I knew I needed to heed the inner call, and that I had to go and sit in this meditation with this group of people. This spoke into the nature of universal law 100%.
When I arrived, I could feel the energy of one of the other participants. In that he was a little bit distracted and I put it down to waiting on people to arrive and that that was simply the reason.
I could have asked him the question, “Are you okay or can I help with anything?”, but I didn’t want to distract or take his focus away from what was playing out for him. Some things need to run their course.
There was another person during the circle that shared her intuition picking up a similar feeling in regards to him coming across as distracted. What a beautiful confirmation that was and a reminder for me to continue to trust my intuition.
What it was that he was actually holding was an experience that he was having with his family. In his sharing, it created an opportunity for deep healing within myself, as I was able to reflect deeply on my relationship with my oldest son. (Insert BIG STORY HERE) but crux was that I needed to have clearer boundaries. These boundaries I had to put in place, were in order to protect myself and the rest of my family from serious danger. It was from some years prior but it was a wonderful reflection to have and bought about forgiveness and compassion for myself in light of making this very tough decision back then.
It was up there as being one of the hardest things that I’d had to do.
This is the power of group work and of deciding to step into deep soul/shadow work as it has the tendency to bring to the surface from the depths what needs to have light shed up it.
Shadow work is such a gift and I am so blessed to be offering a container in which I will be working with women in my online programs. (STAY TUNED – PROGRAMS ARE BEING BIRTHED)
When in these powerful group settings so much healing can occur simply through the authentic and vulnerable sharing of others. Not all group containers offer this though but this deep soul work, self inquiry through meditation is tangible and so needed.
I was so grateful for this heartfelt sharing of another and I thanked him so very much for being so vulnerable, raw and honest because it really struck a chord within my heart and created a point of awareness from which then became a window of opportunity for me to release from my system what no longer served me. I cried many many tears of sorrow, compassion and forgiveness for myself and for my son.
There is so much to be said about, feeling it to heal it. Through anothers painful experience it allowed me to tune into this similar experience I had had. We are relative beings and his story not dissimilar to mine.
My experience was akin to heartbreak, in case you’ve not yet experienced it, it can be Earth shattering.
During this meditation I had the soul/spirit of my grandchild come me and commune with me. I was shown by this being what will be its soul contract here earth side. This soul is a powerful healer, not only for all sentient beings but also a powerful healer for Gaia, as well as this its parents.
The soul presented as a baby and what I felt was a very soft, kind and gentle nature (it felt feminine) as it was loving, wholesome and nurturing. We communed through energy, not words and it was affirmed that throughout this souls lifetime, it wouldn’t be without lots of pain too.
I felt so honored and blessed to have had this opportunity to connect in the ethers with this soul. I couldn’t have dreamt of such a gift to meet this little one. I was very much taken by surprise and saw myself holding this baby in my arms. This baby showed me how special our bond will be and told me that I now know what this connection feels like and that I have now seen what I need to do, and clearly what my role will be in this Earth side life. The baby communicated energetically that it would need my help to fulfill their earth side soul contract.
Whatever that is, I have no idea but I fully trust and accept this mission/soul contract as hard as it may be at times.
Albeit, there was no grandchild on the way at the time but as I write this now, he was born almost exactly a year later after this meditation. Five days difference to be precise., I have only just realised this, writing this now. If that was the only BIG message and guidance to have received through doing this powerful group work, I am already winning.
During this Group Meditation I will share and speak into a few of the other things I visioned and experienced.
I felt a choir of angels move in and stand in a circle with us. This is not the first or last time I have experienced this. I have worked with the Angelic Realms consciously since my youngest son was in utero, (he’s now 11) though the connection has without a shadow of doubt, amplified. What the Angels asked of me, was to channel the Elohim frequencies.
Elohim is referred to in biblical terms as being GOD. God to me, is Great Spirit. The Everything/Nothing and ALL, pure love. It is vibrational frequencies of energy.
As I began to do this through song, through voice, singing vibrational frequencies of LIGHT, this brings with it an immense opportunity for healing as I am assisted by the angelic realm. The song of truth, of pure love brings healing to all who receive it.
At times this comes through in my one on one sessions with clients, with hands on healing and body work but not always.
I have been told that at this stage, not everyone has the capacity to receive it, though when we are both tuned in (Giver/Recipient) I am open to channel.Those who get to truly feel the healing power, wisdom and pure love that comes through, as I channel will know what I am speaking into here.
In my experience in this instance, I felt like I was no thing but everything simultaneously, a pure divine love energy and connection with all. God, (Great Spirit, Universal Love, Light, whatever you choose to call it) The Archangels and the Angels. I was surrounded in white light and the feeling that had come over me was one of complete euphoria.
As I opened up to this vortex of LOVE AND LIGHT, and sang with the frequencies of vibrational song, I felt as if I had wings, but it was so surreal because I could also feel into the presence in the space/room, and was aware of my presence in my body and what else was going on in the room. Like I was out of my body but in my body, and it was pure bliss, a feeling of being home, of love, of pure love.
I’ll also share that I had a fleeting vision of what I knew was an Ascended Master, then distinctly heard the word, Hierophant. That was that, knowing there was significance in this and that more exploration of this was to be had.
The synchronisation with this, was what occurred upon my return home.
I did a quick search to find some information to send to one of the other participants on Sage Lee as I’d shared with her what I’d listened to on the way.
I decided to open up YouTube, and do a search, and the first thing that popped up, was the Hierophant. This…….
Here is a YouTube clip of what I came across and the messages herein were so fitting. The crux of what I feel is that he is of the good and the truth of the visions that are received in the information downloads. His ability to hear the truth in both worlds of the outer dimensions and inner dimensions
The dimensions access is a solid reminder that he is there with me to assist in holding true to my path. The dreaming, the vision of heaven on earth, and that the balance of peace and harmony is restored here on planet earth and to see it is as it already exists.
One thing that I also came to know in discovering through my research of the Hierophant is that he is also the fifth card in the Tarot deck.
And we are also in a five year cycle, this year, 2021 = 2+2+1 = 5
Here is a great link that speaks into what this year is about.
https://creativenumerology.com/5-year-cycle/
“THE 5 YEAR is a journey of freedom, change, adventure, new experience, and learning from mistakes.
You never change things by fighting the existing reality. To change something, build a new model that makes the existing model obsolete. ~Buckminster Fuller”
Would you have it…..FIVE also being my soul path number. So it is absolutely so very relevant to myself.
There was also the vision that came through of the dreaming of heaven here on earth, is one that I was asked to hold deep within my heart and in my mind’s eye, no matter how tough things get. Is to always hold on to that vision that heaven is here ,that it already exists in this NOW present moment. For in another dimension and alternate reality, it is.
In this, I was accessing transcendental information, and codes of healing.
They were codes of purification, and there was a galactic tidal wave of love, in high frequency, where the veil was so thin that I could see into the whole scene, that I now have in my heart. The Truth of My soul, and all sentient beings and trusting to the beautiful planet and her wisdom. There is such a deep honoring in this, knowing that I am walking the path and I am stepping up to the plate to create within this dimension. For and in my human self, what it is that I want for all sentient beings here on Mother Earth.
There was a deep honoring for the grandmothers, in the mother lineage, to all grandfathers and the ancestors.
And the significance to find forgiveness and compassion for all here.
My higher self guided me to visit the Ho’O Pono Pono prayer, which is…..
I’m sorry.
Please forgive me.
Thank you.
I love you.
There was this healing that came through when I had my son’s baby come to light. My first grandchild who is actually a boy.
Is that his soul intertwines with mine as we danced in the subtle plains together. His soul whispered in my ear, through the Ethers of his mission as an interdimensional healer.
In that he (we) carry the ancient wisdom of Gaia and all the galaxies, to amplify it, and to ascend in the awakening of all here on planet Earth. Opening and healing the hearts of all, birthing the light into life. It was such a gift and an honoring to meet with this blessed soul. I truly am so touched and so grateful for this gift.
At another point during meditation I became the embodiment of a rose and petal by petal, unfurled and morphed me into the ancient tree of life and wisdom.
I was in the throes of the flower of life, the web of life, seen and being as always connected in the sacred divine.
As I was wrapped in the arms of an angel. I see, I am an angel walking the earth in this human form, the formless as form, feeling the pulse of freedom and joy and untapped abundance of love in the purest form.
From the stillness I received a message to create a song/poem for Aqua da Vida.
Divine water,
intelligence of all life,
holding true the heavens here on Earth
Seen her reborn again,
Purified, cleansed, awakened
Honoured, respected, loved.
Nurtured and holding the truth
This vision in my heart.
Seeing the shifts occurring in the tectonic plates,
the grandmother is shifting.
Seeing volcanoes erupting, purifying.
She is moving,
unleashing her wrath,
stripping the vermin,
the hatred and the putrification.
Purifying from the hearts of all,
to restore the balance,
peace and the harmony,
here on planet Earth.
Gathering with tribe the collective consciousness is flowing and is growing, it’s undeniable and those in denial will struggle profoundly.
On my way home the next day from this retreat, an Eagle flew above my car while I was on the phone with my husband. It took my breath away. I gasped, and I said thank you, as I laughed. I felt so connected and joy filled to see it.
When I arrived home, no one was there, so I unpacked. The tribe arrived home we had a late lunch then chose to go on an afternoon adventure.
We went out to the nature reserve for a swim. As I was out in the water by myself I heard the call of black cockatoo, and two of them flew over my head calling out as they went over. It really made my heart swell as I see these two as a sign of myself and my hubby.
Also a deep connection to the ancestors, the ancestors of the land, to the beat of my heart and my nature of connection with nature, as we are one and same.
These animals they pair for life and is another beautiful confirmation of our path that we walk together. I’ve had this happen before, when I’ve been together with him and they have put on a show, these gorgeous black cockatoos.
The next thing that organically dropped in for me two days prior, was I realized that I had not eaten that day and it was 1pm so I decided in that moment that I would fast and did so for four days.
By Melanie Jane Hughes
