Deception rears its ugly head!

The dark shapes we get to shift in this life are many. 

Claiming to have behaved in a non-dignified manner is a hard pill to swallow. 

These are the pointy bits of the rose. The thorns. It has sharp edges and at times feels as if we are being snapped in half by these fierce barbs. 

Left throbbing and bewildered by the chaos that did manage to take your legs out from underneath and there is only one who can be accountable, for misalignment by virtue. 

Punished, persecuted and often unjustly or unrightly so having had our liberation and freedom taken from us, we can take our power and freedom back for we are born free and is our birth rite. 

How can we see it from both sides so to create the balance?

By and at the hands and choices of others, living deceitfully.  Telling us one thing, doing it but then also doing another thing without full disclosure. It’s the same thing. 

 

We each deserve to feel so loved, loving and liberated through love In a relating, which begins with self. The ultimate deceit begins with the individual. 

I witnessed a program playing out within myself. This pattern and imprint of not divulging of truth due to fear of persecution. 

Clearly, I see it was and is an avoidant issue (NOW as I’m in consequence mode) but has created what I can see is a cascade of issues due to one ridiculous decision which then imploded and compounded other past pains. 

It feels vulgar and I know I actually created this situation and there was actually no logical reason to do so. 

So what now?!? Well of course apologise, right?!? 

Cause this is what it is to be repentant, isn’t it? The law of compensation creates the counterbalance so as to bring it back to a state of alignment. 

In hindsight, it was so unconscious or so deeply ingrained that I was blinded or being overridden by this subconscious program playing out. Although I knew what I was doing, I didn’t clearly know why (alignment issue) or was I able to catch myself, or unwilling to take care enough to create space to consider the consequences and/or the inability at the time to see the subliminal program in action. Either way, it creates pain and suffering for self and others as well as contributes to the macrocosm. 

Currently, I’ve been working through and changing, clearing, rewriting, and shifting old patterns, belief systems, emotions and programs. It’s ongoing, as it somewhat is naturally in life but I’ve consciously chosen and said yes to working through some really big shadow aspects to clear it from my body’s system/field. It completely shakes it all up when doing this. I was forewarned by my mentor prior to choosing to work on clearing my energy systems, that by entering into this choice to step deeper into working in a deeper way on these things other emotions, programs, beliefs or issues could be revealed. Needless to say, I feel this is what has occurred and I am grateful regardless of being in it. It is liberating in and of itself knowing that I am moving through this and not pretending “nothing” is going on. As well as preparing myself that it could also reveal other layers of subliminal shadow aspects. 

Clearly, this has come to the surface because it needs to be removed from my system once and for all. The beauty of this is that it creates a ripple effect. 

I made a decision and then proceeded to not divulge the whole truth which has then created and played into the Law of Cause and Effect. sequentially has also spun energy into the past and impacted another for which I am truly sorry to have caused.

It’s a fear of persecution but also (programed) fear around the perception of not having freedom. 

It’s in essence a defence mechanism created to keep the self (ego) safe but to also “unjustifiably” in an effort to maintain a sense of freedom and liberation. Seems to be somewhat of a paradox here also. I can also see this is a very deeply ingrained program carried through in what I’ve been taught but I feel it’s an imprint that goes back even further. There is a system that is doing exactly this and this program/frequency of deceit is being perpetuated through our actions. 

Are we all immune and clear vessels of purity and high classification of virtue? 

Raise your hand if you have never deceived yourself or another.

Once it was shared with me almost a decade ago by another dear mentor, “That EVERYONE IS FULL OF SHIT and if they tell you otherwise they are in denial and lying to themselves”.  There are very very few purists on this planet and few and far between who can honestly say they have never fucked up in their lives.

Further communication needs to ensue to recognise more of what needs to be revealed and uncovered. I do know that it is something I definitely need and want to change and take responsibility for my part in it. I’ve not seen it as clearly in the past as I do now. I can see how this is not only generational, it is systematic and that is also not to negate the fact that I have impacted another by my choices or to say I am not taking responsibility. I just can see the relevancy as such of the microcosm/macrocosm effect.

Deception isn’t a nice trait to have and it’s definitely being reflected through my own actions/inaction. It’s what so many have been experiencing so unconsciously (myself included) that this shadow has now fully revealed itself to allow me to see the bigger universal picture. 

I can also see where and how it’s playing out in many different dimensions. 

It’s as if there is a siphon of energy being acquiesced without full disclosure or truth as to why or what it’s being used for but it’s deceptive in nature. There is an undercurrent of knowing it’s being used for another’s benefit. As a consequence and through trickery, deceit and manipulation it’s at the expense of my (our) better judgement or intuitive knowing but it’s occurring regardless. 

Have you ever taken something from someone that you’ve not worked for? Knowing full well another has worked hard to obtain that but has handed it over to you for whatever reason. 

You could do it yourself but you take it for yourself and do not share your clear intention for your gain of their wealth or knowledge and use it without disclosure or consent? 

That is one form of deceit. 

I can now see how the program is being enacted in my own life. This shitty-arse program of deceit. Thank you for the revelation to see how it’s shown up in my experiences. 

Well now, I see it, I can fucking change it. 

This is vulnerability. To recognise and see our own shadows. To be willing to show up, and be accountable for our part in it. To take responsibility, make amends and change it. 

Where are we deceiving ourselves or others?

Through our own awareness, it therein evolves into and is the bigger aspect of creation. 

Microcosm to macrocosm. 

All relative. 

Thank you to the darkness within for clearly showing up. 

You are no longer welcome into my energy field. I salute you for allowing me to see clearly how you have been within me and I now send you on your way with love. Although I know it exists within me, I can, WILL, have, a clear choice to change all concepts, decisions, vision and way of relating with the deceptive shadow aspect of myself. 

It has served its purpose here. 

Now, be done!

“My true self is loveable just as I am right now. I reflect the traits and virtues I desire to attract in relating”. 

By Melanie Jane Hughes

ENERGY IN FLOW

Intuition cascades through like a waterfall down the side of a mountains valley, where the two sides hug at their seam. Meeting one another to commune with the richness and the vast wisdom sent from the heavens above; the sacred waters that flow within these creases and folds, soaking into the depths, deep beneath the surface, creating an undercurrent. It is not only what we can see upon the surface and outward upon our gaze, but what beneath is within the inner realms awaiting our acknowledgement and awareness. So as to create harmony within the sanctity of the temple as a whole.

 

This is quite literally how it flows for us when we give way and allow ourselves to be what I have come to know as the ‘hollow bone’. When allowing and being here in full presence the information that is relevant to this now moment just wants to flow through effortlessly. I also see it whilst in the action, it creates a space where when in flow it can wash away, cleanse and purify any stagnant waters (energy) as it moves through. Just as a waterfall in full flow rushes over the mountainside, it is gushing with eons of information. These water molecules also carry the breath of life. Oxygen. 

 

We need breath to sustain the waters within our body temple. To renew and replenish our whole body’s system we need water.

Why do you think that people who were wanting to be cleansed of their sins, took to the waters? To bathe in these sacred and holy waters. To receive and be blessed in a holy Sacrament. To connect with their holy spirit. The spirit that lives within each of us. Within the wisdom of these sacred waters.
We only need to turn inward to deeply listen to these sacred waters to hear and heed their truth. These sacred and holy waters that flow through each body, connecting us with all.

 

Be in an effortless flow. Renew and rejuvenate by washing away the pain, and the suffering, meet yourself by the water’s edge. Take that leap of fear and step into the great mystery. Go in, go in deeper and merge with it, becoming one. When we allow ourselves to merge into the depths of our inner realms, the discovery of what is within this space is vast. It is within the darkness, take a look up at the night sky. Particles of light glitter through this space. It is up to us as to how we then choose to nourish these waters. If we come across murkiness, be still for a while so as to see more clearly, the clarity comes around. It is not to say the mud isn’t there but it settles beyond the surface because of the calm state of being. We actually have the ability to attune ourselves to nature.

 

Have you ever been amidst a storm and had the clouds part and the chaos go on around you and you, your space, be untouched? This is what it is to be attuned to our own inner wisdom. We have this ability to commune with what is related to us. When we are tuned into the sacred elements within. This is not to say that the storms will not arise, for cleansing is paramount and part of the cycles of seasons and nature itself.

I recall as a child, my dearly beloved Galactic Mother would taught me this really neat trick. I thought it was magic because it worked every single time. 

When we would be about to be rained upon and she encouraged me to visualise a pretty pink and purple polka dot umbrella above our heads, protecting us from the rain until we were back undercover. A neat little trick alright. Little did I, as a child, comprehend from a mind perspective. Now I fully embrace and relish in the power of what was being created in that moment. I simply believed it to be true and it was. Amplified by the power of two but I loved that we had the ability to create such magic. By magic, I mean energy. Everything is energy.

My message here is one of many but I implore those who read here to be unafraid of the turbulence or feel the fear of its painful, scary, terrible, and terrifying to one that is of opposing thought. What we choose to believe, we create through thought form. These moments of turbulence are an invitation. An opportunity to meet the chaos, to move with the static electricity erupting and striking down upon the Earth. It is awe-inspiring and oh-so powerful. Here to strike us into stance, to pay attention and awaken to our senses. To clap our hands and create energy.

Clap your hands a few times together. 

Can you feel the energy?

 

The invitation is to bring as much clarity and light in as we possibly can and this is done through LOVE.

 

Evoke the love and awaken to its beauty. Be present to the vibrations of your being. 

 

We are as powerful as gushing waterfalls, we are as powerful as lightning!

Move with the speed of light! 

Use it for good!

Balance, Respect and Reciprocity

The power that comes from being in the company of other women has been taking me so deep within. My heart has been wise in leaning deeper into meeting myself in love. A deep soul love that connects me ever so deeply with the ancient wisdom that is contained and accessible by the scale of balance. Equality knows when to be still and in silence and to listen so deeply with the heart and be ‘it’ by following the divine breadcrumbs that show up due to this practice of creating balance in the name of love.

Compassion, forgiveness and boundaries may be called for.

Knowing what to think, say, be or do with the surrender of not even knowing the where what, or how is when harmony can be felt.

Chaos can be present too.

Then I ask, “where is love?”.

By simply having faith that my heart and my soul know the way. That is the answer when I trust that this heart knows.
I’m experiencing so many synchronicities and having experiences that I am calling in nearer to me so I can express and be who I am.
Albeit some of these experiences are new to me and some feel like an amplification of what I’ve felt and experienced before at a volume of love that it’s calling me to show up like never before.
Spirit is making itself known at every turn to show me, that we are thicker than blood although it’s not of form.
The paradox is also me, it’s you, it’s everything and nothing.

The biggest revelation is the constant reminder to continually come back to this heart for as long as it beats.

A Soul love that connects with the Earth, the stars and all space, timelines and dimensions. That breathes through every breath. That continues on long after the last breath and then into the next as the inhale is reclaimed in a new form.

That breath that is mine, is yours too. It is the very breath that blows in the wind.

A soul love that transcends through vibrations of feeling and seeing the other as the beloved that is within.

Observing the monkey mind that seeks to create separation as my heart strings play an orchestral song and say no more. It whispers softly within these echo chambers that We unite. Sway and dance we might but I will sing and rejoice and keep remembering the love that is the strongest of all. That doesn’t divide or keep me separate from the whole. Even if this is calling me to wade through an ocean of tears, whether they be mine, friend or foe, they are all tears from the waters of the wombs that held us.
It simply asks that I return to love and come home to the true source of the divine that resides in the light of this being.

The being that is of all that be.

This being breathes in life from the trees. It calls me to see beneath the depths of the soil where the worms writhe through the decay, returning to the inward gaze, to see beyond the haze, to traverse many a maze. A labyrinth of intricate and confusing arrangements. A complex structure, just like the inner ear with organs of hearing and balance. A bony labyrinth filled with fluid and lined with sensitive membranes. As we remember the forgetting. This vessel asking for me to be kind, gentle, purposeful and loving as such to maintain the equilibrium of the sacred waters that shimmer rainbow fractals of light into every facet of being.

I do not deny the darkness, I bring the light to it just as the sun does to the fading night sky.

Love is the way and to feel it is to heal it.

To be in joy, harmony and peace.

By Melanie Jane Hughes

 

The Golden Buddha Inside

“LAUGHTER IS THE BEST MEDICINE”

Tickles from the Inside

There are three keys to uplifting our vibration
1.) Eat Better
2). Breathe better
3). Laugh more
The last one is the one loved the most by myself.
We were recently sat by the fireside and I was reminded of the golden Buddha inside.
After another bout of joy-filled laughter, my 12 yr old son said to me, “Mum, you really love to laugh a lot”.
I responded with, “Oh did you just notice?”
He said, “Nope, I noticed that about you a really long time ago”.
To hear him say this was uplifting but what was even more uplifting is that it was something that he had observed and had an awareness of.
Even more so a gift is that he voiced it.
It’s moments such as these that really allow me to cherish and feel pride and an immense rush of gratitude and love for the gift to be his mother. A mother. I felt that radiant warmth, light and zest ignited inside as we sat together around that beautiful fire.
By Melanie Jane Hughes
Mele Luna Lux